I am 35, and my wife is 14 months older then me. I’ve been with her since I was 14, we have 2 kids. I love her, but I can’t stand to be around her anymore, but losing her would be like losing my right arm.
I fantasise about being in your situation, you can keep all your earning, do whatever you want to do, and have as many friends as you like. You don’t have to answer to anyone. Mate, your free as a bird!
If I had it to do all over again, I’d be like you, middle age, no wife, no kids, and no worries.
I see a divorce in your future unless you change your asinine attitude. “keep all you’re earning” really? cold comfort in the middle of the night and God can take it all away from you with one fell swoop, then you would maybe appreciate your family.