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God, the universe, whoever or whatever, loves you so much. You can ask for help. There is an un-being that wants you dead, it can influence you without your realizing it. You have to remember the people that would have a hole torn out of their hearts if you were gone. Don’t let yourself be alone. Others need you as much as you need them. Find someone who needs something only you can give, if you don’t give it, it won’t be received. You are needed. Just find where.