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"That may be too late!"
GeekDejure | May 3rd, 2005 | GeekDejure

Posted on 05/03/2005 7:36:10 PM PDT by GeekDejure

Hello Freepers... it's Alex (GeekDekure) here...

Laura, my darling wife of 30 wonderful years, has been in the hospital, dying from the devastating effects of severe cancer. I talked to her on the phone at 5:00 this evening. I told her I'd be at her bedside on Wednesday morning at 11:00. In a quiet, muffled, fast breathing voice she said, "That may be too late!"

Later... at 7:45... I received a call from Laura's son, Mark. "Sorry to have to tell you, Alex... Mom died at 7 o'clock !!!"

Freepers... I really feel like a totally useless piece of sh!t. Good grief... I couldn't even be at my wife's bedside when she died !!! Eeeyuch... just another reason for me to hate myself... and no, I surely don't need therapy. I'll live with it privately until I eventually join her in Heaven above !!!

Laura and I are followers of Yahweh (the true Name of the Most High). And despite losing her to the cancerous infestation that finally overtook her ability to survive, I am still convinced that the Force ( Yahweh ) is with us !!!

click...click... Alex (GeekDejure) ;-((


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KEYWORDS: cancer; death; yahweh
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1 posted on 05/03/2005 7:36:11 PM PDT by GeekDejure
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I'm so sorry. That's awful.


2 posted on 05/03/2005 7:38:40 PM PDT by LauraleeBraswell ( We must stand behind TOM DELAY!)
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To: GeekDejure

Dude, I grieve with you. But please...don't do anything foolish!

Yahweh CARES for you!!


3 posted on 05/03/2005 7:38:46 PM PDT by hoagy62 (Revolution is now the ONLY option.)
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To: GeekDejure

I'm sorry for your loss, it's not a perfect world and even with the best intentions, we are NOT perfect.

Don't hold things over your head, as a survivor, it is quite normal to feel guilt as it is where none should be.

God Bless.

I am really so sorry for your loss.


4 posted on 05/03/2005 7:40:11 PM PDT by A CA Guy (God Bless America, God bless and keep safe our fighting men and women.)
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To: GeekDejure

I am so sorry for your loss.
Please do not add useless quilt to your grief.


5 posted on 05/03/2005 7:40:44 PM PDT by sarasmom
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To: GeekDejure

She watches you now, my friend. She sees you but cannot speak to you. These things will come right in time, for love conquers time as it conquers death. Be at peace.


6 posted on 05/03/2005 7:41:16 PM PDT by Billthedrill
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To: GeekDejure

I'm terribly sorry for your loss.


7 posted on 05/03/2005 7:41:33 PM PDT by SittinYonder (Tancredo and I wanna know what you believe)
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To: GeekDejure

My Prayers are with you and your family.

Chris


8 posted on 05/03/2005 7:42:23 PM PDT by cdtracing
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To: GeekDejure

If God had meant for you to be with her when she passed, you would have been. Try to take comfort in that.


9 posted on 05/03/2005 7:42:47 PM PDT by Howlin (North Carolina, where beer kegs are registered and illegal aliens run free.)
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To: GeekDejure

I'm so sorry for your loss.


10 posted on 05/03/2005 7:43:53 PM PDT by Bradís Gramma (Yo! Cowboy! I'm praying for a LoganMiracle! It CAN happen!!!!)
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To: GeekDejure

MY Condolences on your loss


11 posted on 05/03/2005 7:44:10 PM PDT by Rhiannon
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Prayers for you my FRiend. I hope that your 30+ years together with your wife have been wonderful and you are full of happy memories that will sustain you until your joyous reunion.


12 posted on 05/03/2005 7:44:34 PM PDT by nhoward14
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I am so truly sorry for your loss... I wish I had something profound to say like "It's God's will...", but you already know that. Don't beat yourself up.

May God bless and keep you my FRiend.

13 posted on 05/03/2005 7:45:40 PM PDT by infidel29 ("It is only the warlike power of a civilized people that can give peace to the world."- T. Roosevelt)
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Hello,

I am so sorry for your loss. You and yours are in my prayers.

MOgirl
14 posted on 05/03/2005 7:48:05 PM PDT by MOgirl (In memory of Walton Wayne Callahan, I love you forever.)
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Prayers for you and for her soul. Know your wife is in a better place and TALK TO HER...you can still be with her...especially through your children. It will be a long road. Share your grief with your children and loved ones and also take time to celebrate your wife's life. It seems unbearable now...but it can get better but PLEASE...forget the GUILT! That is Satan's work and a very very slippery sloap!


15 posted on 05/03/2005 7:48:14 PM PDT by dutchess
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Take care of yourself. Your wife would want you to.


16 posted on 05/03/2005 7:48:24 PM PDT by b4its2late (I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with "Guess" on it. So I said "Implants?" She hit me.)
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To: GeekDejure

Yahweh must think you are a very strong person. To give you such a burden knowing that you can persevere and lead others to a stronger belief in their God.

I am sorry for the loss of your wife. Celebrate her life. Do not mourn her death.


17 posted on 05/03/2005 7:49:11 PM PDT by USMC Veteran ("Life is tough. Life is tougher if you're stupid." - John Wayne)
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To: GeekDejure

I am so very sorry. You have my thoughts and prayers.


18 posted on 05/03/2005 7:49:19 PM PDT by eXe (Si vis pacem, para bellum)
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To: GeekDejure

No one is alone when they die, when they die in the company of God. God is with us who live in Him, and us who die in Him.


19 posted on 05/03/2005 7:51:10 PM PDT by Nice50BMG (AB 50 outlaws the use of this tagline in California.)
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To: GeekDejure

May the Peace that passes understanding be with you and in you. It is obvious that your love will not end.


20 posted on 05/03/2005 7:51:54 PM PDT by stboz
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