This is when I question my own Christian beliefs that a man can utter an I’m sorry and get eternity in heaven.
You misunderstand. No words, no utterance will get anyone to Heaven. It is that which is in our heart that will determine our eternal disposition. I do believe there will be murderers in Heaven, that is the greatness of our Father. He is capable of a Forgiveness which is unfathomable to those of us who are his creations. But I can say with as much certainty as I am capable of, that the monster who is the main character in this story will have no words nor change of heart that can keep him from the Eternal residence known here in the temporal as HELL.
“This is when I question my own Christian beliefs that a man can utter an I’m sorry and get eternity in heaven.”
I was thinking a similar thought! And yes, I believe that if he truly repents and believes in Jesus he can be saved. And as un-Christian as it is, I hope that he dies before that happens. (Man, that’s a terrible thing to say, but...)