Get drunk too... that would cover the suicide clause in the insurance.
I may cover the suicide clause in the insurance, but not everything works out as you imagine it will. I have a former sister-in-law that tried that method of suicide. Problem was she survived her near-fatal car wreck, and has multiple physical issues (in addition to the psychological ones) that she’s dealing with all these years later as a result.
The grass is always greener on the other side...until you get there and looked back.