I can’t find any good people, they are all corrupted and plastic
no one self sacrifices they all have to be self actualized
You can't find ANY? They are ALL corrupted? NO ONE self sacrifices and they ALL have to be self sacrificed?
Gee...that's extreme. I feel VERY sorry for you. Your life is 100% failure.
Go talk to a minister/priest/rabbi. Perhaps one of them has some words of comfort for you. Surely ONE of them might have help for you. SURELY one of them might be a good person.