It took me a long time to understand what I know now. But being in pray from 25 years ago I remember a Still small voice(The Holy Spirit) guiding my impatient that in time I will know. Pray a good devotional before seeking and you will eventually find. I know I have. I left the Catholic Church then came back.
Yes, you are right.
There is just a ton out there related to this.
Maybe I can’t ask a church historian to guide me. That has worked in the past, I have to drive there because they don’t do email or phone calls.
Knowledge isn’t free, have to work for it sometimes. Would like to know, seems pretty pivotal in the Church’s early history.