Yes. And this is the other reason I did not go forward with it. I would rather live without than to kill a child. I must say though honestly, I did have an abortion when I was very young and my soul suffers to this day. I could not take another life. It would have been based on my own selfish want. I posted earlier I chose not to have IVF for spiritual/moral reasons because they also ‘get rid’ of already fertilized eggs that don’t go into the uterus.
If you have Christ as your Savior you don't need to suffer, you can rejoice that your sins have been forgiven. Satan wants you to suffer, to believe it was too big a sin, it isn't.