Deep sympathy and ongoing prayers for you, Oxfordmovement, and your family. So sorry for your loss of this precious little one. Only the balm in Gilead and time can take away the pain of losing your son Michael. Even then, though, Michael will never be forgotten.
Both my grandmothers lost little children - one child lost by each grandmother. To their last days - when they were both in their 80's - they never forgot their "lost" children and would speak of them often to me. I was named for the little one lost by my grandmother on my mother's side.