I can’t imagine how you feel at this time, your FRiends at FR are praying for you.
Your prayers are greatly appreciated.
Last Christmas- the first one in 25 years without my Emily-- was not too bad.
My family of Black Angels took me in for Christmas dinner, my Lesbian neighbors had me over to meet their friends- who are actually very nice folks-- and my former brother in law took me in for breakfast.
This year? I'll see what Miss MaryAnn and her sea of cats is doing and take it from there.
We live the life we've been given.
I got a new one- one without my Emily.
All I can do is "Take it from there..."