Then she’s a liar.
She doesn’t love her son if she wishes every day that she could have killed him. She’s full of anger, bitterness, and resentment against the son of hers.
She could have given him up for adoption. There are families out there who welcome Down’s Syndrome people with open arms.
Having been a foster parent to handicapped and mentally challenged children for years her attitude and that of some here sicken me.