Tragically, you cannot even read your own post. Read the text, my FRiend. "...in the Law". Yes, of course, this would be a perfect life. Unfortunately, according to Paul, you do not do this. But, the blindness of your heart, the scales over your eyes keeps you "trying"...but failing. When this is all over, we shall see who's hermeneutic was "dry as dust".
LOL, it is over the moment you accept God's love. I am imperfect, but I am already finished because I have realized that that Love is the only goal, and that it will guide and protect me to the end.
It is you, in the dust of your mind, who still "waits to see."