No problem. As you know, I've suffered far worse than that. But you're one of the very few who has regrets about such things. You're a gentleman. I'm certain that I've been quite boorish at times too. I try to behave myself; but sometimes I don't live up to my standards.
That being said, I do have a serious question ... What is the 'one' major item that causes you to doubt the existence of an 'Intelligent Designer'?
Very simple. Lack of evidence. The only "arguments" we ever see (other than unimpressive arithmatical mumbo-jumbo about how the "odds" are against evolution) are statements like: "Golly, I don't know how X happened. Therefore no one will ever know. Therefore ..." That's nothing but a modern-day version of our ancestors' argument for a lightning god.