Very sorry to hear that.
Take some time off of here. You don’t need the added stress of news in life.
FReepers will be here later on...
This place gives me solace. My brother has a smith and wesson sign above his door. I code. Keyboards give me peace. I can not visit his bed since he is a thousand miles away. My tears flow.
Oh God a humble and repentant heart you will not reject the sacrifice acceptable to God as a broken and contrite heart.psalm 51 17 guarantees it.
Your contrite broken heart means everything to God... your brothers impact on you is part of God’s salvation for you and your family.
God can intervene even when THEY pronounce the sentence of death. Regardless of the declared outcome or result... Your God has this brother you love and you too, well both in the same hand.