I wanted to serve. But it would be either go crazy, and/or live with the guilt, or rot in jail/ get "taken out/lied about" after killing every non-American mooselimb piece of crap in my sight, including our "helpers" and entire buildings where they let the boy rapers roam free.
Lots I could say about your decision but I will do as you did and keep my mouth shut. Thumbs up.