I am so sorry to hear of your wifes struggle with cancer, and how she suffered....she was lucky tho, to have you with her through her trials...from what you say, I deduce that when her cancer returned, she opted to have no more chemo...and its just as well, as so often the tradeoff, of enduring the chemo, for very little time, is not worth it...
So sorry that you had to watch her suffer, but without you, it would have been worse for her...I hope your memories of her when she was healthy, will warm your heart, and make you smile....
She tried the chemo three times in three years.
My memories are of a life as perfect as I can imagine. Nothing beats being with the one you love most in the world and I have hundreds of pictures to remind me. She was loads of fun as well as being talented and a fantastic mother for our boys.
Thank you for the kind words.