Are you serious about investigating this? Or are you going to continue to try to find ways of wiggling out of it?
***Looks to me like you’re wiggling out of it. You’re not serious. You aren’t honest with yourself.
I can understand. When jews think about what it would take to become a christian, they think of how they’ll be shunned by their peers, their family. It is a high price to pay. When Jesus told us to take up our own cross, it meant the price could even include our own lives. But our souls are worth more than that.