So which is it...lonely, bored, restless, all of that and attempting to prove to yourself that you're better than everyone else. Or perhaps you are just to cheap to pay for being humiliated in public and come here for your thrills as you one hand type?
Go shave your palms and get your glasses. LOL
Oh come on! You can come up with some more good lies can’t you? No need to spew tired vulgarities (I suspect transference there) to prove you have reached the limit of your mental capacity; you can make up some more lies - you’re very good at that.
Your anger is shouting your self-doubt!!