Abhorrence: a feeling of repulsion; disgusted loathing:
“the thought of marrying him filled her with abhorrence” ·
synonyms: hatred · loathing · detestation · execration · revulsion · abomination · disgust · repugnance · horror · odium · aversion
hmmm....Has a nice ring to it. I kinda like it. I'll roll that around in my ponder box for a bit and see if it catches. I may need more, though. My abhorrence level is high and I could be ready to move on. Thank you Yulee. This helps.