After a month of giving him phenobarbitol, and continuing the subcutaneous fluids three times a week, I did have to put down my little friend on Friday.
It's very difficult, and there is guilt, and a heavy heart, and all the other whirlwind emotions that go along with it.
It is just so heart-wrenching.
I can't walk in your shoes and I can only imagine the emotions, but please do let the guilt emotion fade quickly. Your cat would be very upset knowing you felt guilt when all you did was help. You dug deep for the courage that allowed you to help.
What would he have done without you?