I couldn’t bring myself to be in the room when the vet put our guy down. I just couldn’t do it. Like you, I hope he forgives me. I’ve had a hard time forgiving myself.
I felt like I was betraying her.
But it would have been worse to me to just leave the room and let everyone else deal with it.
I hope she forgives me.
I am hoping that faint little purr was her knowing that I didn’t want her to suffer anymore.