You can’t, and it’s a good thing. I’ve fallen on my sword and left the FR with magnificant style swearing it off forever, but always came back, humiliated, through the supplicants door. Not sure why you’re leaving, but I know you’re reading this cause I always read my swan songs. Take some time off, if it’s the world going to hell in hand basket relax, it is, it’s all been foretold, it ain’t going to get better, just make sure you are in Christ.
I can’t even remember my first name back in the 1990’s...I swore I wouldn’t be back.....there’s no place like FR....