How old was she? My condolences to you, believe me, I lost a few too, it is very hard and it does not get easier. Still the pleasure of having them as pets and friend outweigh that and we all have to accept the fact that death is a part of life. Even when years pass, I still miss the kitties I’ve had although there are times I might feel a nudge and look over and see nothing so I’m convinced there are times they do come back.
We got her when she was a kitten, so she was around 10 years old.