[dforest]

I know how bad you feel. It gets better, but you will still cry for a long time when you think about her.

I am so sorry. After awhile we took another youngster in.

It helped.

[NoGrayZone]

I still have 2. The stray I took in last winter (he belonged to someone and was abandoned) is following me around like she used to. I think they knew. They were also there, with me, for her last breath.