The incision is feeling better. Not BEST yet, but better.
I have been to my pain management doc every 2 weeks AT LEAST...as they have me on the high strength pain meds and demands I come in that often in order to keep getting them. The problem is, it’s not enough...the pain is still bad. I am still not able to sleep through the night without waking up in bad pain...crying until the medicine takes part of the edge off. The other problem, he keeps giving me other meds, different meds and with going to see him and paying for the meds, it’s too dang expensive for me. There have been some freepers who have been a true blessing and helped me with these expenses, but the doctor doesn’t seem to understand, he’s run me out of that help and still wants to keep me coming in every other week! I cry because I know I need his help, but I can’t afford him...and I don’t know what to do so I can get the help for my pain. :(
My boy is such an awesome young man...he pushed me all the way to town and back home today so we could pick up the last of my meds that I could afford to get, I had to leave 3 scripts there as I didn’t have the funds to pay the deductible. I’m still waiting to see what is going to happen with the appeal for my disability, they were suppose to have the appeal filed last week...I haven’t got my letter yet so I can call the congressman to get his help with applying pressure to get a quicker response. I hate to keep asking, but please...say extra prayers for my financial situation...that they will get my disability approved soon so I don’t have to have these issues.
Also, my CT Milogram is on Tuesday this week. It’s been too many days of stressing, anxiety over this test. I hate having needles put into my spine, and especially when it’s in the neck! Please say prayers that this will finally explain the pain and problems I am having with my hands and left arm.
Thank you alll so much for the prayers and God Bless you
Thinking of you. Prayers up!