I understand EXACTLY WHAT YOU SAID. Here is what I posted on another FR...
Prayers for Brittanys family.
I have posted before here on FR my families experience w/a Glioblastoma Muliforme. So with my history and horrific knowledge of what occurs w/a Glioblastoma that I UNDERSTAND her decision and her families support of it.
Glios grow volumetrically and quickly. The blastoma is the insidious path between healthy brain tissue that the tumor takes. Today the pt may speak a word or two tomorrow, speech is gone.
My mom had seizures that broke her teeth, and at one point bit thru her tongue (her facial spasms actually displaced her bite guard). At the end moms seizures were so violent (Dilantin and other anti seizure meds stopped working) that the hospital bed (locked wheels) would jump. And she was only about 48 and 100 lbs BEFORE she took ill.
If there is another version of hell on earth, Id like it explained to me. Her illness lasted six months and one day (the extra day because we know one of her neurologists said she wont live 6 months) from the day I found her on the kitchen floor (she had a grand mal seizure). She had never complained of headaches, or dizziness (but she had bruises and scraps that were discovered AFTER she was admitted to the hospital so she must have had seizures when she was alone). In moms case the parts of her brain affected caused hundred of seizures (that both surgery and meds only slowed never stopped). She was 55 when she died.
So I truly understand why Brittany did what she did.
I am so sorry.