Not knowing and the waiting and the fear of the unknown is the absolute worst!!
Once the horrid waiting game is past, then you can move forward in a positive direction. I have found a huge sense of relief and release when finally getting the results, even when it wasn’t what I wanted to hear. The mind is not too kind when it gets its worry machine cranked up. Hang in there!
Prayers for your good health and peace of mind.
I know. I’m trying to think positively...but the prospects are not good and I just can’t stop worrying and being so scared.