After the sudden death of my Wife in 07 and the loss of my retirement due to the Banking BS in 08, I had pretty much lost everything and was at rock bottom.
2015, I'm digging my way back, but can still scratch the rocks ;-(
Ed
I’m so sorry about the loss of your wife. I’m also sorry about the loss of your retirement, but the loss of you life companion had to have left you shell shocked. I’m very sorry.
My heart goes out to you.