I am tearing up, so sorry for your loss.
I’ve had miscarriages, they were babies to me.
My fourth child was adopted as an embryo. She spent 4 years in a freezer. But the ones who had her wanted to give her a chance at life, and everyone is blessedly happy she is in the world. When she was born and in my arms, I wept. Others would have had her destroyed or “donated to science, “ same thing. Now she is a bouncy beautiful nearly four year old child.
Every Shabbat, we say “L’chaim.” To LIFE. Indeed. It is not ours to toy with and those who toy will pay a price, not of this earth.
Thank you, I also am sorry for your miscarriages. My daughter had a few miscarriages, and yes they were my grandchildren also. I shall say a prayer for you. Too many people in this world have a callous disregard for human life, but you treasure life. May GOD bless you and your children.