I grew up in a very dysfunctional family and Christmas gatherings have a very bad memory for me. So most Christmases I intentionally spend alone. But I like it. Prefer it now. I find there is no better time for reflection and getting ones head and priorities in order.
My advice is approach it in that mindset. Christmas is SUPPOSED to be about God. Not stupid sweaters and drunk idiots spending a lot of money to ease their consciences about the people they screw all year, by buying them presents.
Wow, with such utter contempt for so many of your fellow Americans, it's no wonder you're a big supporter of a diabolical character like KGB Putin. I figured something had to be up with you. You should talk to someone about these feelings of yours, maybe a pro.