Been there too. Laid off, Nasty nasty divorce, parents passed away, siblings feuding and not speaking, living in a summer cabin graciously offered by a cousin, but not winterized... Sometimes it takes God to remove everything to get our attention.
It was just Him and me. Best Christmas ever. Total re-adjustment of my heart and thinking.
“Pick up a Bible and read the Gospel According to John and the Psalms” - great advice!
God bless you and a Merry Christmas is my prayer for all, whatever form it takes.