I won't try to speak for you but I don't deserve abortion on demand, perversion posing as marriage, gun grabbing, envirowhackoism, Bush the Elder, Clinton's two terms, Dubya's failures, two terms of Obozo and Trump vs. Hillary although in that event I will vote for Trump and then deserve what happens.
If Trump CANNOT carry Illinois, then I will preserve my relatively recent second stage political virginity by voting third party BUT my default position will be Trump.
Thomas is actually very sound.