Me, too. It started with reading OUT OF CONTROL by Kevin Kelly (1994)
Mathematically and Philosophically, I accept that there has to be an existence greater than ourselves that we can't know or understand.
This is about man striving to become that greater being. It's questionable how that works for humanity and mankind. So far, not real well.
(I guess you could call that my own personal religion)
I think we’re at the point now, though most scientists won’t admit it that they cannot break down matter any further than they can currently.
As in Quantum mechanics. That point of sub-dividing material to it’s absolute point has been achieved.
Once they get to this absolute point, matter lacks locality.
Based on this, some in the science community think we are living in some very high-tech “digital universe”. Or simulation.
So there must be another realm outside of our “simulation” that is much larger and much more real.
Mathematically speaking this isn’t surprising. Man though IMHO cannot understand nor should be trusted with this crazy technology.