Something about your post really scares me. I could be wrong but something just bothers me and not just a little.
I sense a little mental instability, but no danger...
It’s bothersome when someone’s personal insights are not first explained. I don’t have the cliff notes to his thinking, and the verbiage he uses sounds a little off, as if we ought to know what he means by words, but those words are not the standard meaning most accept.