Well I can relate to that as have been in that position when other individuals ‘seem’ to have inside information. There are ‘leakers’ and there are ‘informants’ as well as ‘conspiracy theorists”. throughout the Internet and news.....not to mention journalists who regularly quote “unknown sources”. Few today are interested in truth without 'decorating' it with their own bias...or creating hype ..others are just story tellers and pretty good at that....so we are left to discern what is reality for the most part. So we all 'check' and do our best to arrive at conclusions closest to the truth that we 'believe' is possible.
If what you say is true, and this is all some kind of scam or sick joke, then the possibility exists that the swamp will not be drained, Trump will fail, and the America that allows you to believe and state your beliefs freely will be lost to us.
At least hope that you are wrong and stop being a fly in the ointment. Silence, in this case, is preferable to vocal opposition.
You are bringing down morale.
*Alternate ending*
"Always with the negative waves Moriarty, always with the negative waves."
Oddball
Of course, you are still free to voice your skepticism.
Again. America.