I had a hard time getting going, too, jaz. 'til someone helped me and I was pretty much the same, didn't know what to do with it : )
I used to ping Zacs Mom when I needed a pic, and she was always there for me. She just passed. Got down to 40 + pounds with cancer. She went fast. She's on the Marine Ping list, with LadyX, and they're they'll stay until my last post. Losing both of them at this point in my life has been pretty rough. And Tonk being at the end isn't helping matters any. I'm afraid I can pick the day and the hour he slips his surly bonds.
The crazy thing is, they still give me strength and inspiration, as does a (DARE I say darling) young man by the name of Karl Linn.
What a day this has been.
Yes, freema, I read about Zacs Mom and LadyX also. I never had the privilege of posting to either but I could tell by reading the threads they were adored by all who knew them. May God Bless both of them and their families.
I did post to Tonk a few times and was on his ping list, what a dedicated man. We here at FR miss him badly. Tonk will join Karl and Jason, what a trio.