So very sad.
Joe Smith was simply a con man and a sheister who was shot escaping from jail. No martyr story; no nothing else. Just a guy who was in religion for the money; just a flagrant chump.
Me, too (raised Catholic). If you were brought up/educated like me, you didn’t learn the significance of God’s Word. I learned the importance of the Bible about 14 years ago. If you believe any of the Bible, you must believe all of it. God’s word, written 2000 years ago, applies to life today just as it did when it was written (just like our Constitution which I also think was God inspired). Otherwise, how do you decide what to believe and not believe? If it’s in the Bible, believe it. Otherwise, pray that the Holy Spirit descends upon you and that your faith in our Lord Jesus Chris will grow. If you have questions, ask them—I would suggest a non-denominational Christian Church. Just remember, dogma is accepted by all Christians (Trinity, Virgin Birth, etc). Different interpretations of specific points may occur, but the basics are the same. Don’t ever let anyone tell you that Catholics are not Christians. They are Christians if they believe Jesus is our Lord and Savior. Once you accept that, seek him out and you will begin to notice a change in your spiritual life and a desire for your faith to grow. Also remember that you have direct contact with the Lord—there is no need to pray through “saints” or a priest. Email me if you have questions. If I do not know the answer, I know plenty who do and can help you. May the Lord reveal himself to you in your everyday life; may he encourage you to turn to him FOR EVERY NEED; and may he put others in your path who will help you in your walk with Him. Blessings upon you!