Sounds like you were dosed with Verced.
To each his own.
Some people love the property of “no memory” when having an invasive procedure.
That’s exactly what it was. Why would anyone not want to not recall? I don’t want them doing anything to me that is so unpleasant while I’m aware of it that I don’t want to remember it. How stupid would you have to be to agree with that??? But at the very least, if I agreed to that, I would require that they video tape it so I could see it later to see what the heck they didn’t want me to remember.
I’ve had surgery before and I’m not a wimp, I wasn’t at all afraid of the prep for surgery, I didn’t request that I be given something to make me relax, or suggest that I was afraid or anything else. I was totally surprised that the last thing I recalled was being wheeled down the hall having a conversation with the nurse. I have no idea what happened after that point. The experience was very disturbing to me and I was not prepared for that (it was NOT like waking up from normal anesthesia).