Odd that you would identify yourself as a Mason Most do not do so on a public forum.
However, I will say that I won't be cautious about what Masons are about and their non-Christian rituals depicting a counterfeit Christ and their oaths to him. Which Christ warned us not to do. The mock death and burial of themselves as they take oaths to a man they claim those oaths to. etc. etc. etc.
No Masons is not a Christian organization...in fact Masons has no specific religious affiliation..they accept all faiths. As one progresses thru the rank and file he is indoctrinated deeper and deeper into the Masonic "faith"...as you know.
You may have read some things, but you don’t know anything about what you are talking about.