That is sad. I choose to enjoy life. This is my home and garden. I will be adding two more arbors and four raised planters this year.
I recognize we are in the crash now. Being prepared does not preclude enjoying life. I am getting older and also have had a very bad injury. Not the first. I will get over it and proceed.
Even in a TETOWAWKI scenario, you can choose to live. That is something we do when we wake up every day. The important thing is to take the first step.