Not knowing anything about your situation, your statement "Prior to that our family spent close to three years ducking and recovering from the bombs my husband ignited in our lives" sets off alarm bells. Reconciling with a spouse who gave you and your children that much grief may not be your best move.
I cannot imagine how painful those past few years must have been for you but you certainly don't deserve any more of them. I wish you well.
I cannot imagine how painful those past few years must have been for you but you certainly don't deserve any more of them. I wish you well.
Thank you SA. I think it will turn out all right. I am just old and scared.