[January24th]

loved you with soft eyes,
and found a horizon in pictures
of olive groves.

Very lovely, bf!

[January24th]

Trash Talk

the cruel
un-requite
of being
sadly expendable
disposable
hammers my heart
into lifeless
submission

i left all
to follow you
to nowhere
and i don't
know where
i just keep
hoping not to care
too much

the anesthetic,
repeated blows
of reason
and reasons
is having the
desired effect
of numbing my soul

i am
disposable
and you're not
through with me yet
all i can do is
wait for
the inevitable
toss