Spoken like a true ATO alum. LOL!!
Well, I am not an ATO alum, actually. I am pretty sure that I never even stepped foot in one of them, unless that is the fraternity that I had a job for a few weeks washing dishes and busing tables.
That minor detail aside, I sure confess that I took part in a range of activities when younger (or was witness) that would fit right in here. Many of them I did when alcohol was not involved, also (and I have never had any type of recreational drugs). It is simply true that having fun often involves pushing the limits.
I hope you found yourself able to let go at times in order to partake.