The honest answer is that I want to feel wanted again and part of something, not a f*cking paycheck.
We have so much to be grateful for, beautiful kids, a nice home in the suburbs, nice neighbors...
I am either going through a mid-life crisis (early 40’s) or I just want to get the hell out...in a long reply, you may be right.
You can never go back to yesterday.
Even after you’ve divorced, you will still be a ‘paycheck’...even more so.
Search your heart and think wise, weigh it good before you jump.
What would she think if she read this thread?
Talk to her, I think that would be my next move...
And maybe rent The War of the Roses...lol