I first heard of John Dobson during an old 6-part PBS series called The Astronomeers.
Ever since, I’ve wanted to buy a Dobsonian Telescope.
I think it’s time that I finally do so.
You might try to find a small (4-6”) used dob on line and see how you like it. If not sell if for what you paid. A 6” dob is easy to handle and use.