Did I say I was helpless? Where did you get the idea I was socialized to see myself as a victim? Did you READ my post? I have no idea what you are talking about. I was talking about responding to my instincts to a man the same way you respond to the opposite sex.
No, you didn't - that you are helpless was implied by your entire testimony.
Hiding behind 'instincts' is the coward's way of denying personal responsibility for actions - I recommend avoiding it.