Heaven is one exclusive country club. The blessed are truly few it seems. I'm sure, however, that you are one of them. :-) I on the other hand...
I'm only going to heaven because I asked Jesus Christ to come into my heart about 35 years ago, when I was 30. I'm certainly not worthy of that but God's grace is sufficient. I never have to worry about falling in and out of His grace. He doesn't pick and choose. WE do. It's not exclusive but it depends on YOU, whether you end up there or not. I pray you will, dear FReeper.