Because I am angry
Oh, get over yourself. You make fun of a sick child, yet you clearly expect us to feel some empathy for you. Don't try and deny it, because the fact that you posted this bilge screams of a need for attention. You wouldn't have posted it if you didn't want us to feel bad for you.
I doubt that it worked, though. Most of the folks reading this are just thinking that you're an attention-starved jerk.