Maybe, just maybe, the other "anti's" you have in here will be around a lots longer than you. I'm trying to turn my health around. I'm definately not bitter. I did not quit smoking because of the health problems. I had made a pact with myself years ago that I would quit when I turned 40. I did. Later, the damage was discovered.
Well, I'm sorry for your problems. But cigarettes are still legal and 55 million of us still enjoy them.
Are you God?