When the votes are counted they count the YES and NO votes. PERIOD.
You are voting NO, against the ONLY chance to reform California. Your reason doesn't matter, your vote will be added with all the other "NO"-s. It will make the Democrats very happy.
No matter how much you try to wiggle, you can't get away from these facts.
My, F.O. You're sounding so melodramatic! lol.
This is far from the "only chance" and I would argue that the ballot measures do little to "reform California." But you and Sara Berhardt can carry on!